After careful consideration I'm going to make my journal friends only. I'm generally not picky about who I friend with the exception of a few things:
If all you ever post is memes, that is boring, I will not add you. I don't need them clogging up my friends page.
Posting lots of images or really huge ones without a cut. I do not want to have to scroll past everything more than once or twice
Any sort of creepy fetishes that aren't cut with a warning, this includes text or images.

Omg Mommy. <333333 ;w; That was unexpected thank you so much! :D

Also Mom got her new phone today and gave me her old one. C: I have already got Giratina charms, Giratina sticker, and Giraplush collection photo background on it. |D

( Everyone remembers Deprgira from yesterday? Good. )

Also I found the best Giratina Reject/Bootleg Pokedoll today. It far surpasses Baldtina and I will bid on it. >:3

( What could be better than Baldtina? )

First day was okay. :) I've got friends in all my classes except Spanish 2 and Graphic Arts. Also the lunch lady told me I looked skinny. :x I only lost about 10lbs over the summer break, I didn't notice a huge difference though. XD

Pretty relaxed schedule too. :D I'm looking forward to this year.

Omg this CD I just picked up from the library. I love it so much. ;w; I've never really listened to many foreign language bands. But this is really cool. :'D

Gin I hate you you were right. (I don't really hate you btw <33333)

http://www.freewebs.com/ambertdd/wishlist.htm

Fffff chat is such a bad influence. At least I'm not trying to collect all ghost things. |D

(And before anyone asks, no I don't have money quite atm to pay for anything you may have on my wishlist, not unless you were willing to accept a commission as payment)

My right wrist really hurts. >( Sean punched me in the wrist a couple times when I was trying to close a door on him and it hasn't stopped hurting since last night.

It almost feels like I just slept on it weird, but its actually hurting a little worse this morning. :c

I think I want to get new icons. Replacing just about all of them. XD

After my awesomefaced Origin Forme, and the AIDs icon from Korth I got the idea to make all my icons Giratina icons that represent each of the plush I have with some various mood. XD

I want to do art trades or partial trades for things in my shop or something and just collect a bunch of icons from different artists to represent all of them. |D

I do want to keep at least one slot open for a Zero icon and maybe something else, but other than that, just Giras.

The List, putting names on the icon is optional:
Malaria (Origin Forme): Amused/silly
AIDS (Origin Forme): Happy
Funnel Cake (Another Forme): Annoyed/Angry/Disapproving
Cotton Candy (Another Forme): Smug/smirky
The Plague (Origin Forme): Cold/lonely/sad? I totally have the idea of a big origin forme snuggling close to a bunch of Rattata or Raticate. XD
Cow Chip (Another Forme): Sewing some sort of ghost pokemon plush, because I never have a good sewing icon
Cholera (Origin Forme): Looking scholarly with glasses and maybe a book or something
Cheesestick (Another Forme): Derp. Because I have too many stupid moments and no derpy icon for those moments.

I will add more as I think of them. But for now, any takers? XD

I am dying here omg. ;x; Fuck I hate making people dolls Nejiki is the last I will likely ever do with this awful pattern of mine. This is so hard. D:

I know part of my problem is that I'm using FELT but still. :( I'm not going to make socks because they probably wouldn't be visible even if I did. That was my main headache last time I tried to pick up this project. He's got pants now. But then I had this smart idea to cut beltloop holes into said pants. >.< They're holding and I'm fortifying them but shit what the hell was I thinking doing it like that. Ridi if you pay more than $8-10 $5 for this I am refunding you. B|

He does have pants though. Which is progress. Pants, a tie and a belt. I might be able to finish his clothes tonight. If I can just get the clothes out of the way everything else will be easy.

EDIT: And now I realize that he doesn't even have belt loops. So I fucked up the pants for no good reason at all.

EDITEDIT: Omg. I think I saved it. ;w; Remade the pants correctly. Aaaah it looks cute now. 8D He's got his tiny little tie all attached now and cuffs on his sleeves and even the blue on his pants. :DDD I just need to make the belt and holder for his battle analyzer and his clothes will be done.

Actually Ridi, do you want me to make the battle analyzer and holder? :o Everything is going to be felt, so I know that it wouldn't really fit into the holder very well even if both were made the right size. :x
Besides this as of 12:12am he just needs his EYEBROWS now. 8D


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( EDIT NUMBER 987987868743658734653874583745348573645 FINISHED OMG )

I have been craving candy so much omg

I haven't had any real candy for a few months now. I am craving all sorts of sweets that I don't have the money for. XD I miss Milky Way Pop'ables, those things were my favorite candy ever. They were too expensive or something though and the only store that ever stocked them closed. :C
I want M&Ms and Sour Patch Kids and 100 Grand bars and so much more. :Q

All I have is three boxes of Rainbow Nerds which I don't even like that much and then two or three caramel apple pops. I want chocolate and sour candy so bad omg.

This is such a pointless entry wtf. XD

( TMI Under Cut )

Deleted last entry. Because I complain too much and get upset over stupid silly things. :D

I did successfully see District 9 today with Ken. :D His Dad bought the tickets while I was on the way, and just gave the tickets to Ken to give to me once I got there. The movie was awesome, the aliens were adorable, but the shaking camera the whole time did make me feel kindof sicky. I was glad when the movie was over to be honest because the shaking camera gave me a bit of a headache too.

We walked over to Barnes and Noble to wait for his Dad's movie to finish and went to the Starbucks in the back. Then we proceded to sit around and not talk much like awkward teens. It was very awkward. I apologized for what I said yesterday about the keshipoke and he said "Yeah I probably would have said the same thing hahaha". He mentioned that he has to go to Japan again for his Mom's wedding and that when he does go he wants to go to the Pokemon Center to get something for me because the store he went to this time didn't really have any Giratina things. <33333 ;w;

I need to pay them back for the movie ticket because all I had was a $20 and I wasn't going to buy any candy that would make me feel sick just to break the 20. XD;

I went to the theater with Ken, he forgot his ID though so we weren't actually able to both get in. Since Mom wasn't watching the movie with us we gave up and just decided to go tomorrow. His Dad is going to come along and get the tickets for us to see District 9 then see a different film himself.

Also since we're going to see a 7pm showing instead of 2pm tomorrow, all my sicky feelings of the day should be over. :DDD

Ken also gave me the things he bought for me in Japan today. He got my this really nice card binder with Giratina on it and a sealed Keshipoke box from the latest set. I glanced at the pokemon on the side and knew that without a doubt I would pull a Bronzong, because I would never have good luck at pulling the Giratina I needed.

Sure enough I opened it to find a Bronzong. Lol forever. Then I said something really stupid that I really regret and feel like such a huge bitch for saying. "Oh I have a friend who would love this guy :D" :| Fuck I did not think before speaking and even now I feel like such an idiot.

He IMed me to talk about meeting back up tomorrow and I really thanked him again for both of him and told him that I've got the Bronzong sitting with my Giratina. It actually is kindof cute for a blue bell... thing. :) I may move it to a different shelf but for now it stays here.
I think tomorrow I will apologize in person too. I feel so bad for what I said still. :(

Now today Roo will not eat her food. My guess (based on what I've seen today) is that she isn't feeling well. Roo and I should start a club.

At the same time, the start of Hunter's decline had been him not eating. But he had a tumor causing him problems so idk. Roo is pretty old, I wouldn't be surprised if old age coupled with the stress from all that's happened this year is taking its toll on her.

Today was okay. Not as bad as I was fearing, but not as great as I was hoping.

Mom let me sleep in until noon, which was really good because even though I went to bed at 12:30, I couldn't stay asleep and kept waking up throughout the night. By the time I did end up getting up I was feeling really sick.

I ended up feeling better later but from about noon to 4pm was pretty awful. :[ I specifically told Mom not to make me brownies, cake, fudge or anything because I knew I wouldn't be able to enjoy it. We didn't go out to dinner either and for that I'm glad, dinner is sitting funny right now so I think a huge restaurant meal would have made things a lot worse.

I ended up getting the new Jakks Duskull plush and Giratina Origin Forme pokeball figure, a wolf t-shirt that Mom bought for me way back in September at the Puyallup fair, and Guitar Hero for the PS2 on top of the Disney Pin Set, dragon Maleficent pin, and TOMY Origin Forme plush that I received prior. :) It's only slightly less than usual but I'm not terribly surprised given how this year has been. :P


Two of the neighbors called today to ask if we wanted to join them in making a large neighborhood garage sale. Mom told the second one about the first one and now we're going to apparently have a huge street sale. :V
One of them found out from Mom that it was my birthday and said something about how I really should have some sort of big party since it's my special "17 on the 17th". I think it's been pretty unique on its own. :| I've never had a birthday where I've felt this sick for most of the day, nor have I ever had a birthday or any holiday without all of my family around.
Not to mention that thanks to all the shit we had to bring home from Grandma's house there's no room in the house to have anyone over anyways. :(

I still can't get in contact with Hannah either. >( Her Dad forgot to tell her the first time and I think he forgot to tell her again because she still hasn't called me and I know she at least has my cell. I don't want to just give up on her, but I want to do the zoo trip soon and don't know what other person I should invite.